On a night veiled in mist, Elijah Coleman received a cryptic text from an unknown caller. The invitation promised the most interesting night of his life. Strangely drawn by an unseen force to an old, decrepit jazz club, the Crossroads, where he had played many times, Elijah found himself at the threshold of a realm where the living mingled with the departed. A place where the boundaries between life and death were as thin as a guitar string.
Inside, the club pulsed with the essence of familiar spirits. It was a dream come to life, a reunion with the ghosts of his past. A group of musicians expertly set a funky groove on Horace Silver's 'Filthy McNasty.' Elijah fondly recalled his youthful attempts to master this composition, his inaugural jazz piece. Horace’s music always radiated a welcoming and enjoyable vibe, creating an ambiance of celebration among old friends that night at the Crossroads. The room was alive with laughter and a touch of nostalgia.
In the gathering, Elijah spotted familiar faces - those who had departed from the living plane and those still among it. These were old bandmates, paramours, friends, and even adversaries. Many had left with unfinished business, broken promises, and shattered dreams. Yet, on this night, they brought with them the offerings of resolution. The past belonged to a bygone era. Embracing the present marked the start of a new chapter. It was a moment for moving forward.
Yet he was somewhat surprised to be reunited with so many individuals who had been absent from his life for many years. It all came back in a flash, the small-time chiselers and tawdry hustlers who inhabit the “business.” The fiendish agents, callous club owners, tone deaf producers, jealous sidemen, egotistical critics and miscellaneous leeches one would habitually encounter.
Elijah's sole desire was to play his horn. Jazz had spoken to him at an early age, and he spent his entire life working on his chops. The accompanying complexities of being a professional jazz musician were, in essence, an unwelcome nuisance. In the words of one jazz sage, a genuine hemorrhoid. What truly mattered was the music and the musicians who crafted it.
In the congenial company of fellow musicians at the Crossroads, the cats played without inhibition. This setting, conducive to musical exploration and collaboration, always led to unique and vibrant shows. It didn’t happen often but when it did, it was pure magic. On stage, the atmosphere invigorated Elijah like never before. Playing a borrowed French Besson trumpet, it was as though an invisible power guided his performance. Each musician, including Elijah, especially Elijah, poured their soul into the music, turning the club into a cathedral of redemption and lost dreams.
The club was alive with the echoes of jazz legends. Memories of John Coltrane and Miles Davis and Thelonious Monk were everywhere. Big band veteran Jasper Redwood’s "Slick" saxophone cried out in the night. Theo Sterling’s bass laid a solid foundation as he grinned ear to ear, ecstatic to be united with old bandmates. Harper Delany’s piano keys danced with a melancholy rhythm, and his dynamic accompaniment elevated the sweet sounds from Elijah’s horn. Harper had once disappeared owing Elijah money. Elijah once ran off with Harper’s girlfriend. Jasper had a hit record but he never saw one dime in royalties because of the way his major label record contract was written. There were a thousand stories like this.
After the performance, Harper approached Elijah with a ghostly smile and gave him an old, used harmonica as a way to pay back a debt from beyond the grave. Harper and Elijah got their start in blues bands.
And then there was Valentina, an ethereal woman whose voice had always been the music of his soul. She was on the bandstand, singing a song that seemed to echo their unspoken love. When their eyes met, it was if they had never broken up. Elijah’s trumpet didn’t need words to express his love for her.
Suddenly, a figure, known only as the Keeper of Melodies, dressed entirely in black, approached Elijah with an offer cloaked in the allure of the unknown – the gift of immortality. With this gift, Elijah could play his horn and live in the eternal night of music and memories, forever.
“Why me?” Elijah asked him. “Is that why I’m here?”
“Because you deserve it, you’ve paid a lifetime of dues. It’s your time,” the Keeper explained.
For a second Elijah considered it, remembering what Gary Bartz had once told him, that you need at least two lifetimes to really learn how to play this music. But as he looked around the room, at the faces of those he had loved and lost, and then at Valentina, Elijah realized what he truly desired. He didn't yearn for endless time; he yearned for moments filled with life. He wanted to play his horn not as an immortal echo, but as a man who lived and breathed the music of the soul.
He turned to the Keeper of Melodies and politely declined the offer. The figure nodded, a gesture of understanding, and vanished into the shadows, leaving behind a lingering note that resonated with the finality of a decision made.
The night continued, a symphony of spectral jazz and whispered memories. In between the notes, Elijah was greeted by friend and foe alike, sharing memories and gratitude for the good times they shared, and the bad times they had endured.
As dawn approached, the music faded, and the spirits, their debts paid and stories told, began to disappear.
Elijah and Valentina found themselves alone, the echoes of the night's music a fading serenade. They stepped out of the club together, the first light of dawn casting a soft, hopeful glow.
Walking into the dawn, Elijah realized that the night had been more than a reunion of past and present. It had been a crossroads of choices, where he chose a life of moments over an eternity of echoes.
In the quiet of the morning, with the world around them awakening, Elijah and Valentina’s story found its new beginning. A testament to the enduring power of love and music, and the profound realization that the beauty of life lies not in its length, but in its depth and the richness of its melodies.
"a life of moments over an eternity of echoes." Those are the words that struck me. As we grow older, "an eternity of echoes" is the everpresent danger. It can be comforting to dwell on past experiences, all the while missing what's going on now. I sometimes tell myself to shutup and stop repeating the echoes of the past. When a career comes to an end, it's easy to dwell on what was. Far better to find something pleasurable to do than think about what isn't.
as were you...